Do not go after the past,
Do not lose yourself in the future.
For the past no longer exists,
And the future is not yet here.
By looking deeply at things just as they are,
In this moment, here and now,
I see what you mean by this going around and around and a - roundy roundy roundy round thing. Hell, you must be in the 3rd circle of er hell by now. And thanks for all your descriptions - how much? And will someone turn that bloody hell checker off for Dante's sake.