Posted on Aug.13.2009 @ 07:45PM EDT by chontri
The way toward liberation is to train yourself to live in the present
without wanting to become anything. Give up becoming this or that,
live without cravings, and experience...
Been interesting week. Jeaoulus dude stealing my samurai sword and then celluare phone after girlfriend not wanting to leave with him or something. Me waiting for him to come to his senses and apologize, just to find my place robbed for all computer equipment after beeing away on web work that lasted a afternoon and long into the night.
After that, things kinda sucked. The equipment was not worth a tenth of the work that was on it. Dangerouse toughts of pure evil came into existense, reflecting of him and onto me and what I halfheartedly wanted to do to him. Let his girlfriend stay. Thought of having sex with her just to have done it. But she just ain`t my type, and for her part I anyhow suspect she more or less sees me as kinda father figure rather than a lover.
Today he came and took responsiblety for what had happened, on my door, looking into my eyes. Saying that it was not intended to go down that way. He is now allegedy on his way buying back my stuff, and I`m back from the station removing the charges against him.
Hopefully it ends there, hopefully my stuff is back within the next few hours, thou I recon there will be some loss. And afterwards I do not want to se neither again, nor do I want my place be a "freezone for virgins in distress" anymore.