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vertical line Posted on Jul.16.2008 @ 09:50PM EDT by shayne

depression is a state of mind. change the state of mind. change depression. some MUST meditate. its good for ya.

i just had a bout with severe depression. now elevating itself.

i find i bring it on myself.

i MUST change my state of mind.


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Reply from Woodsman
Jul.16.2008
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vertical line It depends on who ya listen to about the cause, or treatment. None of the deep depression leaves with talk therapy, but the chemical dependence has it's limits too... or  ECT. I know for a fact that general depression lessens with age, but still the feelings might emerge, to be worked with, and released.

Most of my most powerful negatives come relative to working as a nurse, but I notice a relationship between days and nights that follow a certain pattern. Then I use prayer also, to open to the feelings which can't be expressed, only seen, written on my face. But it goes with the incarnation, the land-mind scape. The depression that immobilizes you is the hardest to release, anger turned inward. So I guess anger is the real thing to release... and I am still so full of that, only it's subtle, and silent. Ya believe that? Anger is just a form of rejection, that not many can reflectively engage. (Light)
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Reply from shayne
Jul.16.2008
10:20PM EDT 
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hmmmm.

my depression........yes.

depression because of something is out of your hands. something you cant control.

and anger.

i refuse to be nervous and depressed because of my situation.

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Jul.16.2008
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vertical line Ok, talk therapy works. What are you nervous about?
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Reply from Woodsman
Jul.16.2008
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vertical line My biggest nervousness comes with having to compare my rational thinking to that of others. And I am basically irrational, and don't speak well. So inferiority, is shame based logic, which inflates the egos of those with primarily rational thinking. Anything that can be controlled is rational biased. Letting go of control though is full circle based, coming back to acceptance equally distanced at any time from the center of attention, or whatever I give my attention to, if free of any bias.

You want to know what this has to do with depression, as Alan might? Of course I can't speak for him, if he's not depressed. But he never writes much, gets a little pissed. But doesn't internalize his anger I feel. Feeling statements transcend thinking statements, with emotive investment, which is at the core of depression.
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Reply from 9999999
Jul.16.2008
11:41PM EDT 
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Jul.16.2008
11:49PM EDT 
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Quote: "Ok, talk therapy works. What are you nervous about? "
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the world is out of balance and i have no control over it. good question. what am i nervous about?

im nervous cause i have nothing left to beleive in save my mind. and then we have those here that say poppycock to even this. they are sick and twisted.

i was watching my moms cats attention the other day. cats have keen attention.

i love my mind. and i wont let no asura change it.

theirs lots of false beliefs in this world.

i will let my mind quide me to the path that is true.

i dont care for the nervousness.

it will pass.

i am mine.

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Jul.16.2008
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vertical line This is where one begins. Those emotions which harm us, we have learned to defend, thinking the anger is us. It is not. We are not our anger. And it isn't a belief-based thinking, It's emotive based. And expressive, expresses disapproval, and hurt. It's painful not feeling liked, when you are made to feel less than another. So Buddhism stops that lie, and you begin to feel equal to others, and even begin to step out of comparative values. And even the noninteractive mode of relationships begin to qualify you. Ok, I'm getting ahead of myself. Where was I? Being the bee. And every aspect of that bee. It's not one bee, it's many. And what do the bees defend? Home, security, stability, place, purpose... similarity.
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Jul.17.2008
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Quote: "Ok, talk therapy works. What are you nervous about? "
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the world is out of balance and i have no control over it. good question. what am i nervous about?

im nervous cause i have nothing left to beleive in save my mind. and then we have those here that say poppycock to even this. they are sick and twisted.



Right there. This qualifies you. A quality is defined, not quantity. And feeling good about qualities which are undervalued, because they are unique, original, come from a place of original beginning.




i was watching my moms cats attention the other day. cats have keen attention.

i love my mind. and i wont let no asura change it.

theirs lots of false beliefs in this world.

i will let my mind quide me to the path that is true.

i dont care for the nervousness.

it will pass.

i am mine.

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Reply from shayne
Jul.17.2008
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the waxing and waning of the polarity opposites. off balance is another aspect of life.

the world is off balance.

but when hasnt it been.

isnt it about time for a change.

ill let my words ring true.

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Jul.17.2008
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vertical line See? The timings match. Quality is defined as a kind of timeless coincidence. But then you drop it.
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Reply from Woodsman
Jul.17.2008
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vertical line Attention, what we give our attention to, is our passion. And when people become our passion, the fullness of realization begins to move in unison. We do it together, unowned, ungrasped , enlightenments, together, we become as one.
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Reply from shayne
Jul.17.2008
12:12AM EDT 
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thanks..................ill tell you what.

keep talking johny.

i will too.

what we say matters.

and people listen.

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Jul.17.2008
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ive given my attention to understanding the world. my gift. i wont die without people listening to what i have to say about this world.

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Jul.17.2008
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Jul.17.2008
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Funny, I'm holding an empty tea cup in my lap.
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Jul.17.2008
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vertical line Quote: "my daughter loves people."

She loves her daddy too. It began there, begins there. And sometimes it's as if we've come from out of the fire. Oh yeah, it's been hot. But that golden quality of tested purity is what goes on, over and above any failure.
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Jul.17.2008
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haha. my nervousness fades.

THE MIND IS SUPERNATURAL!

the ghost within the works.

this body doesnt belong to me.

i did not create it. of the world.

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Jul.17.2008
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Quote: "Quote: "my daughter loves people."

She loves her daddy too. It began there, begins there. And sometimes it's as if we've come from out of the fire. Oh yeah, it's been hot. But that golden quality of tested purity is what goes on, over and above any failure.
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Jul.17.2008
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vertical line It's always absolutely beautifully above us, like the sun, even on a cloudy day.
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Jul.17.2008
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vertical line I've gotta get some sleep. Peace shayne.
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Jul.17.2008
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vertical line peace johny cat.
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Jul.17.2008
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you post alot of "my' this "my" that , shayne
...what "my" are you referring to ?...what's as if depressed ?...
what are you ?

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Jul.18.2008
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Jul.18.2008
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you post alot of "my' this "my" that , shayne
...what "my" are you referring to ?...what's as if depressed ?...
what are you ?

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You post alot of poo.  Are you a poo?
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Jul.18.2008
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Quote: "He's the one who must be believed, agreed with, deferred to, pacified, stroked, otherwise he's depressed.  "
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this life is not meant to be lived alone.

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Jul.18.2008
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you post alot of "my' this "my" that , shayne
...what "my" are you referring to ?...what's as if depressed ?...
what are you ?

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that which asks is the same thing that asks you,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,why bring up such a silly question?

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Jul.18.2008
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this life is not meant to be lived alone.

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Jul.18.2008
01:48PM EDT 
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Jul.18.2008
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Jul.18.2008
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you post alot of "my' this "my" that , shayne
...what "my" are you referring to ?...what's as if depressed ?...
what are you ?

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You post alot of poo.  Are you a poo?

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are you looking mirror ?

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Jul.18.2008
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Jul.18.2008
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Quote: "The poo doo that yoo doo woo is poo yoo doo in a mirror moo loo. "
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00H 00H

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Jul.18.2008
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vertical line What do YOU now know about depression?
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Jul.18.2008
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Jul.18.2008
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vertical line Yes, yes, he was addressing you my man. come an`here, Step right up, step right up here sir. And You can be the winner of the fabulous priiiizzze! Oh yes, I say ten! No less.no more than Ten, ladies and gentlemen, Ten full minutes of quality time on a genuine Muga Safu(TM)! So let`s hear it for Shayne ya all, and don`t forget to check out our new wilderness serie, When polar bears attack, snake oil and the mystery of the eaten sailors. All comming up next here on Discovery Channel, so stay tuned!

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Jul.18.2008
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Jul.18.2008
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i dont know. its mainly a feeling for me i create. its a state of mind. the thoughts that accompany it i attempt to change.

if i say a negative thing i say a postive thing. or think it.

afterall if you keep up the negative talk it just worsens the feeling.

another thing which is dumb is dont drink and be depressed.

drinking is a depressant and this makes it worse.

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Jul.18.2008
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depression is the low. elation is the high.

so being bipolar im either low or high.

or so it goes when im not taking medication.

meditation helps alot. and medication.

so proper diagnosis and treatment is good for ya.

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Jul.18.2008
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actually i have a reason to be slightly depressed. wont go into detail here. but it has to do with WOMAN. haha.

dont wanna move back in with my mom. ect ect.

i was gonna go on short term disability but decided after a lengthly talk with my daughter and the fact her mom wouldnt be getting any child support and they would have to move i decided to go back to work.

so it toke me two days to snap out of my depression. had too. for my kids.

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depression is the low. elation is the high.

so being bipolar im either low or high.

or so it goes when im not taking medication.

meditation helps alot. and medication.

so proper diagnosis and treatment is good for ya.

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looking, feeling "low", looking, feeling "high", what see ?

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Jul.19.2008
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vertical line She's headin' for a diagnosis. I can feel it. If she can.
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depression is the low. elation is the high.

so being bipolar im either low or high.

or so it goes when im not taking medication.

meditation helps alot. and medication.

so proper diagnosis and treatment is good for ya.

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looking, feeling "low", looking, feeling "high", what see ?

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Diagnosis.
What he see? He see he is his, he see false belief and a world out of balance, he see peeps who are gonna listen to what he has to say before he dies, because what he has to say matters, he see he can't make it alone, he see asuras, asuras everywhere and deluded retard punks who smell of crap.  But stroke him and he see to play nice and accept.  Because he thinks it's real, the mind he loves bounces like a ping-pong ball from extreme to extreme looking for balance but only finding oblivion.
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No, nothing at all. Not even a titter, a chuckle, a giggle, no it didn't make me do a thing.  
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Jul.19.2008
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vertical line rustic your so full of crap it stinks. and your a uncompassionate punk.
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you should care what each indivdual thinks.

you on this hand are an asura and false truth sayer.

your little cult is in the miniority.

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vertical line what is it  about the mind you dont care for rustic? is it because yours is deluded? youve got your head buried up your %#@. following a false ism.
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seems you need to be on something too.

ALAN................BAN US BOTH.

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I'm not interested in what you think I should do. I don't live for me. You don't know me, you don't speak for me. Whatever it is that you think I should do, is what you think you should do. 


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i quess. you assume.

and you dont post enoufe except for jibberish.

hopefully you dont talk that way in real life.

hahahahaha.

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you post alot of "my' this "my" that , shayne
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what are you ?

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you posted believing there's a "my"

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only if you're thinking as if is a "diagnosis"

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depression is the low. elation is the high.

so being bipolar im either low or high.

or so it goes when im not taking medication.

meditation helps alot. and medication.

so proper diagnosis and treatment is good for ya.

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looking, feeling "low", looking, feeling "high", what see ?

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Diagnosis.
What he see? He see he is his, he see false belief and a world out of balance, he see peeps who are gonna listen to what he has to say before he dies, because what he has to say matters, he see he can't make it alone, he see asuras, asuras everywhere and deluded retard punks who smell of crap.  But stroke him and he see to play nice and accept.  Because he thinks it's real, the mind he loves bounces like a ping-pong ball from extreme to extreme looking for balance but only finding oblivion.

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extreme-oblivion  (idea)

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depression is the low. elation is the high.

so being bipolar im either low or high.

or so it goes when im not taking medication.

meditation helps alot. and medication.

so proper diagnosis and treatment is good for ya.

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looking, feeling "low", looking, feeling "high", what see ?

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Diagnosis.
What he see? He see he is his, he see false belief and a world out of balance, he see peeps who are gonna listen to what he has to say before he dies, because what he has to say matters, he see he can't make it alone, he see asuras, asuras everywhere and deluded retard punks who smell of crap.  But stroke him and he see to play nice and accept.  Because he thinks it's real, the mind he loves bounces like a ping-pong ball from extreme to extreme looking for balance but only finding oblivion.

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depression is the low. elation is the high.

so being bipolar im either low or high.

or so it goes when im not taking medication.

meditation helps alot. and medication.

so proper diagnosis and treatment is good for ya.

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looking, feeling "low", looking, feeling "high", what see ?

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Diagnosis.
What he see? He see he is his, he see false belief and a world out of balance, he see peeps who are gonna listen to what he has to say before he dies, because what he has to say matters, he see he can't make it alone, he see asuras, asuras everywhere and deluded retard punks who smell of crap.  But stroke him and he see to play nice and accept.  Because he thinks it's real, the mind he loves bounces like a ping-pong ball from extreme to extreme looking for balance but only finding oblivion.

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extreme-oblivion  (idea)

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Jul.19.2008
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Quote: "im NOT pissing my pants. "
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were asked if were ? :)

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Jul.19.2008
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were asked if were ? :)

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dunno

didnt answer as if asked Hehehhehe
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Jul.19.2008
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well lookie here. THREE retards. all of em at once gotta be here.

hahaha.

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Jul.19.2008
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Jul.19.2008
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I had an apple, and some strawberries on my whole grain cereal with walnuts, dried cherries, banana, and soy milk. It turned out not to be a squirt though, not too hard, not too soft, just right. I was thinking about it too much, after all that health food.
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Jul.19.2008
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so what post were responding to ?

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Jul.19.2008
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I had an apple, and some strawberries on my whole grain cereal with walnuts, dried cherries, banana, and soy milk. It turned out not to be a squirt though, not too hard, not too soft, just right. I was thinking about it too much, after all that health food.
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I had an apple, and some strawberries on my whole grain cereal with walnuts, dried cherries, banana, and soy milk. It turned out not to be a squirt though, not too hard, not too soft, just right. I was thinking about it too much, after all that health food.
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thinking -about so could describe ?

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Jul.19.2008
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The One from above?
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Jul.20.2008
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haha oop didn't quote

was asking:

Quote: "dunno

didnt answer as if asked Hehehhehe"

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Jul.20.2008
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dunno hehe
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dunno hehe
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Jul.21.2008
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vertical line I bob up and down in the sea, catching my breath, clinging to my life. I can’t breath if I surrender and go under. I will die. I wont be here any more. I will be sadly missed. I have to hold on…………………….
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Thank the sea for the ride.
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Jul.21.2008
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love,boopoom

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Sorry. No expert on computer language. Was only trying to emphasize, not shout. Anything that I have used capitals for to date re-consider as emphasizing, not shouting. Now I know how to shout!!!!!

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