depression is a state of mind. change the state of mind. change depression. some MUST meditate. its good for ya.

i just had a bout with severe depression. now elevating itself.

i find i bring it on myself.

i MUST change my state of mind.

hmmmm.

my depression........yes.

depression because of something is out of your hands. something you cant control.

and anger.

i refuse to be nervous and depressed because of my situation.

Quote: "Ok, talk therapy works. What are you nervous about? "
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the world is out of balance and i have no control over it. good question. what am i nervous about?

im nervous cause i have nothing left to beleive in save my mind. and then we have those here that say poppycock to even this. they are sick and twisted.

i was watching my moms cats attention the other day. cats have keen attention.

i love my mind. and i wont let no asura change it.

theirs lots of false beliefs in this world.

i will let my mind quide me to the path that is true.

i dont care for the nervousness.

it will pass.

i am mine.

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good

the waxing and waning of the polarity opposites. off balance is another aspect of life.

the world is off balance.

but when hasnt it been.

isnt it about time for a change.

ill let my words ring true.

thanks..................ill tell you what.

keep talking johny.

i will too.

what we say matters.

and people listen.

ive given my attention to understanding the world. my gift. i wont die without people listening to what i have to say about this world.

haha. my nervousness fades.

THE MIND IS SUPERNATURAL!

the ghost within the works.

this body doesnt belong to me.

i did not create it. of the world.

Quote: "Quote: "my daughter loves people."

She loves her daddy too. It began there, begins there. And sometimes it's as if we've come from out of the fire. Oh yeah, it's been hot. But that golden quality of tested purity is what goes on, over and above any failure.
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true.

you post alot of "my' this "my" that , shayne
...what "my" are you referring to ?...what's as if depressed ?...
what are you ?

Quote: "He's the one who must be believed, agreed with, deferred to, pacified, stroked, otherwise he's depressed.  "
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this life is not meant to be lived alone.

that which asks is the same thing that asks you,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,why bring up such a silly question?

are you looking mirror ?

Quote: "The poo doo that yoo doo woo is poo yoo doo in a mirror moo loo. "
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00H 00H

i dont know. its mainly a feeling for me i create. its a state of mind. the thoughts that accompany it i attempt to change.

if i say a negative thing i say a postive thing. or think it.

afterall if you keep up the negative talk it just worsens the feeling.

another thing which is dumb is dont drink and be depressed.

drinking is a depressant and this makes it worse.

depression is the low. elation is the high.

so being bipolar im either low or high.

or so it goes when im not taking medication.

meditation helps alot. and medication.

so proper diagnosis and treatment is good for ya.

actually i have a reason to be slightly depressed. wont go into detail here. but it has to do with WOMAN. haha.

dont wanna move back in with my mom. ect ect.

i was gonna go on short term disability but decided after a lengthly talk with my daughter and the fact her mom wouldnt be getting any child support and they would have to move i decided to go back to work.

so it toke me two days to snap out of my depression. had too. for my kids.

looking, feeling "low", looking, feeling "high", what see ?

you should care what each indivdual thinks.

you on this hand are an asura and false truth sayer.

your little cult is in the miniority.

seems you need to be on something too.

ALAN................BAN US BOTH.

i quess. you assume.

and you dont post enoufe except for jibberish.

hopefully you dont talk that way in real life.

hahahahaha.

you posted believing there's a "my"

Quote: "She's headin' for a diagnosis. I can feel it. If she can. "
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only if you're thinking as if is a "diagnosis"

extreme-oblivion  (idea)

hehe

Quote: "im NOT pissing my pants. "
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were asked if were ? :)

well lookie here. THREE retards. all of em at once gotta be here.

hahaha.

so what post were responding to ?

thinking -about so could describe ?

haha oop didn't quote

was asking:

Quote: "dunno

didnt answer as if asked Hehehhehe"

hehe

: )

love,boopoom

Quote: "And see what happens when you stop shouting. "
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Sorry. No expert on computer language. Was only trying to emphasize, not shout. Anything that I have used capitals for to date re-consider as emphasizing, not shouting. Now I know how to shout!!!!!