When a monk came to say good bye to Chao-chou Tsung-shen (778-897), a brilliant Chinese Ch'an master.
-Where will you go?
The monk answered:
-Any place where I can learn Buddha dharma.
I am infinite happening, happening. You cant find the void until you look, and when you do see it, it is not there. Where can you go? Cant find a time to die, so I will never know coming back. What will I do now then? Nothing I suppose, as usual.