Quote: "this was deluded on my part.

period.

i accept nothing less.

years.....these principles have plagued me.

deep deep contemplation.

deep concentration.

nirvana came.

i am relaxed and at flow once again.

finally.

41 years.

shesh.





"
.........

I have no standards to live up to,

mine or anyone elses.

Thinking brings pain.

I want to die and go home to the Void,

but the Spirit says not yet.

Trapped, marooned, in this world,

I ask myself what I feel like doing, or being,

and get as close to that as I can.