On his deathbed, dying of cancer, Shunyro Suzuki said,

*Dont feel sorry for me.  I know who I really am.*

If it isnt you, whats the point ?  Of what ?

I interpret what Suzuki said as meaning,

*Im just a character I have been playing here.  Im returning to being the actor.*

The character cant lose the actor, and the actor cant lose the character.  Once the character has arisen, they are inextricably intertwined.

So whats to worry ?

The purpose of life is to make good memories,

because that is all that you get to take with you when you go.

Quote: "The point is to not try. The point is to surrender and be one with the cosmos. It is only by not trying that trying is achieve. Impossible you say? You can't believe it? THAT IS WHY YOU FAIL. "
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Just a passing amusement, I had a really high clearance in the service, a Nato Top Secret, which is referred to in classified circles as a *Cosmic Clearance* because it is international among our allies.

I wonder how that applies to my astral travels, sorta kinda.  I seem to be privy to a lot of stuff from other planes of existence.

One of the reasons I believe so strongly in these other planes is that I have met and talked with other people, other travelers, who have been to the same places.  We have compared notes, and they match.  I was able to share some other experiences with them, and they with me.  That has been pretty cool.

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That is cool when you find others in a similar situation and you're able to share.
Personally, I would be afraid to talk to others about this .. cause, if they don't share a common understanding then they think you're crazy.
And, I don't believe I'm crazy .. well, for the most part anyway.
Considering all of the other things that goes on??

The foremost evidences of needing psychiatric help are an inability to get along with other people, and an inability to concentrate.

A friend of mine was committed for evaluation, and then let go.  He said he didnt think he was crazy.  I asked if they gave him the standard tests for memory and concentration.  One is to count backward from 100 by 7s, and the other is to see how far back you can remember the Presidents starting with Obama, or whatever heads of state of your country.

He only made it as far as 93 in counting backward, and then began spouting gibberish.  He didnt even try remembering Presidents, but I figured it was academic at that point.

As far as his ability to get along with others go, they didnt call him *Scary Kerry* for nothing.  He was my best friend and I always knew if someone hurt me he would kill them.  Then again, I'd do the same for him, unless he started it, which was usually the case. 

Funny story, he got a broken nose and then got a deviated septum from that.  Then he got his nose broken in another fight, which fixed his deviated septum.  He wasnt very big, but he would definitely tear you apart.

Quote: "Do you have a garden?"
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I dont have a garden.