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vertical line Posted on Oct.28.2012 @ 09:32AM EDT by shayne
everyone knows you can calm your nerves down.

recently i went through a severe bout of massive pain in my stomach and heart area, sometimes waxing and waning between them. sometimes both.

well i labeled it off and on.

then stopped.

it was nervousness and anxiety congealed.

my stomach would actually move. it was weird weird weird.

then the other day i said.,....well im gonna see if i can stop my heart.

so i placed the energy in my heart using my mind and turned it off.

i felt my pulse in my arm i was taking totally fade. die. totally.

so i layed there waiting to die.

but decided nah. and it started with the energy again.

but now that i have my nervous system totally under control i dont have ANY congealed areas.

or actually any energy.

i can and have at times made myself warmer and cooler.

make my heart beat faster.

alot.

haha.

wow.

amazing.






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Reply from shayne
Oct.28.2012
11:38AM EDT 
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you make,create and give yourself your own headaches. furthermore through worry and over thinking you can give yourself high blood pressure.
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Oct.28.2012
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vertical line for a little over a year i have been experiencing a ringing sensation in my mind when im in a quite enviroment. the car at breaks or at home in the bathroom. ect.

i did not have it before.

so either two things have happened.

i made massive amounts of new connections in my brain with synapes and such. ect through my way of thinking.

or i connected to this entity. her.

so i sat in my car the other day and decided to break the connection. i pushed the energy out and was just hanging on by a thread. i panicked. i said will this hurt. it said yes.

i feel this belief we are a wave on the ocean of a mass consciousness or a soul attached to this moogly woogly or apparent goddess is just something she wants us to believe.

note it is not my intent to push anyone away from god or the goddess but this is what transpired with me.

so take it for what it is.

all i know is this....ringing in the mind did NOT exist before.


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Reply from shayne
Oct.28.2012
12:13PM EDT 
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vertical line god is not a thing. it is the green green grass. it is evenkeal mindedness. it is not something to focus on.

it is level headedness.


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Oct.28.2012
12:31PM EDT 
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vertical line is she giving me massive delusions to make me seem crazy? i wonder.

another thing. to be as polite as i can and not to offend anyone. the question is asked.

did jesus. now he was awesome. grant you. love love the guy. he said massive amounts of good stuff.

but he did use the power of the god/goddess/whatever to do his miracles.

now im not saying the jews are correct. i do not know.

but maybe maybe they were.

how can maitreya unify ALL religions when these very questions are at the heart of the matter?

islam/jewish/ect.

all partially correct.

now their isnt a soul i hate. not a person. angry angry mad as hell yes. but not hate.

never.

it bothers me to the core.

but i will be steadfast in my endeavor.

i will break the connection to her if this is what it is.

i didnt have this ringing before.

so logic dictates.

please please dont hate me.

i beg.

the green green grass.



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Oct.28.2012
12:37PM EDT 
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vertical line when i went camping last....the ringing and headaches stopped. it was blissful timelessness.


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Reply from shayne
Oct.29.2012
10:05AM EDT 
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vertical line maybe i was attacked mentally and physically. i did trace it to its source.

but whatever.

imagination.

but heres the ticket. the suckers made me stronger.

man i went to the chiropractor. my back is NOT out.

a few months ago i had no back pain at all. period. for months.

now i know how to unknot it again. energy wise.

whatever.




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Reply from shayne
Oct.29.2012
10:16AM EDT 
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vertical line seems i have a third option with this ringing in my mind.

the pineal gland. the third eye.

it is just a little behind the forehead.

like i read.

haha.

now im gonna change the world.

too bad. so sad.




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Oct.29.2012
10:31AM EDT 
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ego and only ego thinks we are each intelligent. for you did not require any information without the existence of reality. we do NOT live in solipism. period.
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