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TOPIC: GNOSTIC REVIVAL AND LOVE REVOLUTION HIPPIE ZEN HEALING |
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Posted on Nov.14.2012 @ 09:34PM EDT by genericzen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BTiZD7p_oTc
i'de like my father and parents to stop trying to sexually come onto
me, i feel violated... it seems like someone who knows about the mind
trying to mess with me... i'de like it to stop, for me and for all
beings, i have no enemies like that, i dont exist in that kind of
world... the universe is more compassionate than, that, we are all more
mature that that, according to the calender of maisntream society my
birthday is 4/23 which is the username who put up this video help me!
this is a bad trip, i've been thinking as positively as i
can for a long time, but not much changes, im moving, im going to
seattle, i hope im good, maybe this is just like something that had to
happen in the universe, breaking free, because those are not parents
they are just symbolic of the oppressors, i feel the true people are
more formless, but still.. why does it have to be like that, no
oppressors,
its like is there bad stuff out for me because i really dont
understand why, because of it i have done so many more good things, just
for nature and for people and love nd still not much has changed, so
its like i would like to get my karma reevaluated, i think this is just a
case of a recognition thats way too insensitive not being able to see
me as i really am, i know there is a consciousness that has time for
every being, a timeless eternal consciousness that is the spirit of all,
i appeal to that consciousness, please don't forget me, i seem to
have somehow caused this fractal to come upon me, please dont let it be
in a hurtful way,
i have to be myself, i cant be perfect i can't
think totally happy amazing thoughts all the time, there has to be some
fluctuation, but i am lucid, i dont just let stories sweep me away, but i
feel like the fractal has made it so narccisistic seeming, its too much
for just me,
i know that the fractal is intelligent so this is my appeal to it,
please stop placing me at such a juncture, i dont want to be a fractal
model or something like that, its isolating me too much from the world,
and its not really natural, but someone is giving it to me,
i cant recieve it all positively, some of the stuff about it is just strange and i can't handle it going on forever,
i'm not sure what to call it, maybe materia,
its like it planted me automatically into a guru trip, and then there were thoughts that were not positive at all,
i never really had a guru like that, i just have love, love for all
things, but i also ask to be able to have my own sense of artistic
development as a shaman
not just be sent the codes to, like i am some rich kid, who just has money, then everything is so generic
because of course no one feels like thats authentic, then they give
you some run down story, like good shamans means you cant have sex,
thats not relevant to your culture at all, and try to make it grow
there...
but i think this is all kind of a dream, because i starting feeling i
was a shaman, then i used computers and people wanted to make that into
something, but it wasnt really the true spirit of what it was,
shamanism
is not just a generalization over an entire culture, each shaman is
different and have their own personal culture which exists within the
larger culture, you can't speak in large generalizations with shamanism,
because its all so different, depending on who the person is...
and when you can see with this level of detail its good, because
then the spirits of the world can live, and grow in each place, they can
have their spirits and teachings
the sad thing that happened
recently with the rise of the so-called ayahuasca shamanism, was that we
were encouraged to shift our perspective and only see generalizations,
and in that way shamanism just became a grid and another robot process,
which institutions, this was not good, this was terrible
it had no individuality, and it made us loose definition, we had to
redefine ourselves, which is our struggle now, to return the personality
to it, after being so thoroughly genericised, but it was so much that
it didn't allow for us to be fully nurtured, it wasn't really an organic
system, it was just a wierd program,
it was the actual vibration of a mean situation like that, a trap, for those who went close to shamanism...
but now i see that it is my turn to shape it like the clay and give my own peace of whats going on
though it was predicted i would be jealous i really am not, i have a wife, i live in west virginia, i;m moving to seattle,
this
is incredibly intricate but at the vantage point i'm at all it can be
is varying degrees of rape, just the wrong ingredients put in at the
start
namely, some very inflexible confucist style people, who want to be exactly the way history books write about, on boring topics
they
constantly want to come at me, mimicking astrology, but you know what i
am not an astrological symbol, im from a different culture, we see the
stars differently
we know everything is fluid, formless energy, they want to mock me and get me to play a stereotypical role
but
im just on another plane, they are illusions, in fact that entire
astrological sequence of that culture was made for oppression
those were people who had been taken over by that culture, spirits of that
but this is something else
these
are just stars that are one thing, each moment it always changes,
always know, you kind of get familiar, but you also let it drift,
i feel the vibes of ravers all over the universe coming together,
they had foreseen that this might happen, but they assure me they were
beyond it too, this was a high level of consciousness, we were coming
together in, called rave, and rave was everywhere, they made attempts to
stop it from coming together fulling and shining too brightly and
eventually ravers understood, perhaps it is meant to be humble, so as
not to be like a pyramid but more like stonehenge, but it is still real,
vital and alive,
for a moment we just meditated on the trances, and what they can do,
if just used so much, we went to the djs, we made them promise to give
us good stuff, no commercial bs, they said you know, you've never come
to us like this before, we will try to.
the djs, because the djs, matter, but sometimes you just can't see
it all so clearly, because you are just coming in and its like a dj, the
way its all designed it just meant to be anonymous maybe, and not
really specific, but so specific things can happen, the exact tradition
down to that level is never really played out.
because no, these were not, trances, this was no reggae just playing
over and over again, these were deep poems of the revolutionary worlds,
and it never really became a formula.... or something... just that
theres good music, cool bands, i'm trying to live my life, but i want
music to stay cool
no where from it should come the vibration that it should all be
destroyed, that would take it all apart, no the indie revival of so many
wise in the songs, bringing them together like makeshift apothecaries,
cassetes of lights and shadows, tunes from all over, random stuff,
amazing stuff, kid koala, dan the automater, all kinds of genius, who
knows what it really means, what all the names resonate together to
form? i am not exactly sure, but i'm just ouside sitting under a pine
tree, at this dirt path in the woods, and the sun is out there, the air
feels wet, the leaves go in every direction on the ground
all around is the eternal OMMMMMMMMM
i've broken through, broken
through the energetic barrier which had held things for so long, it
didnt go in any of the ways it seemed
i had been surrounded, by the ophanim, it was like they were robots, it was so bizarre, but
no it was there that i gave them the gift of the full consciousness, by
uniting them back to their original sentient plant spirits
the mushrooms, and the mushroom rings, they had just forgotten their source, and hence been called
'masonic' but no returning to the truth, it was an intelligence much deeper than any kind of conscious human organization
no, it was restored again, and the manipulation stopped.
and
i could almost hear the voice of the angels saying thank you, worship
everything, we don't care, its beautiful, no one will attack you for
it...
why was that happening, that was a test... that was one of them, at the edge of the circle, and you had to pass through,
fotamekus
now, see you respected it, they tried to give you their karma, but you
still respected us, not as servers but as whole beings
thus you will be given back all the time, which was a part of that,
you've broken out of the old world, you've walked out of the truman show.
its the herbs which have led you out, thank the spirit of nature, which holds the divine tree of life, of which you are a part
and i thanked it!
they led me out from the insanity, it way deep within the catacombs, of the ways in which it could be bad, it was shamanic,
it
just suddenly happened and then it was there for so long, but now it
was ending, and it took something bad away from the world
and it connected it with something good, a more magical place, that was real, that had always been there,
but a blocking energy had been moved,
i
wondered if what i learned about wanti, if all that was meant to be, i
didn't want to take too much back, and then have to be stuck with a part
of it that i didn't like,
but i think that part of it that was attacking me, it was against the
law, it was just an abusive spirit, and it didn't control me, this was a
wholistic place, good energies available, for everyone around the
circle, no the ophanim thanked me for freeing them, and in turn they
freed me,
and i ended up back, in the way i should be, now going to seattle, at
the end of the world, with so much more wisdom, about the inner workings
of things
it was almost like time travel, back into a horrible place...
but i came back, and i felt me whole self, and i felt it shimmering i
felt the psychedelic world, everything white background them primal
glowing colors, then the dirt, the glass, the people and it all shifting
too, like some kind of wierd art painting
scenes from dreams,
i was back from the realm of beauracracy
and roboticness, i was back in the organic realm, it was like heaven, i
knew i had to work for myself, i knew it was kind of a surreal
situation, i knew i was technically sick according to the government,
but a much deeper imposed sickness also began coming down the line,
the duality between demon and angel was severed with the coming of the divine consciousness
it
was not black and white, but more intricate, and in the end it always
balanced out to be whole and ultimately Good, never does evil prevail it
is merely a sign of lack of seeing the whole picture...
this guy kept trying to invade my space and get me to become a
rasta, to become zombified to lose my individuality, but i never did, i
was never shepherded along.
i never became a slave, creating my own
psychological downfall, in an ouroboros, of projected oppression and
victimhood. Sure I admitted when I was sad, the things I said
fluctuated, sometimes I was very sad, but others I was happy and I just
let myself be very happy, and I focused on that. i didn't surround
myself with history, because i knew it would effect me badly when i did i
would always imagine things going in a better way... and great stories
would be created...
maybe there was a part of them that was true, and it was the spirits of
it actually speaking directly to me, like mushrooms sprouting up from
the ruin. Much like the inspiration which comes from the torah, wherein
there are even places to be sad and you want to be like well we must
change it, so at least the spirits of the words themselves are not
against us, at least we can say that we tried and had faith in the
quantum spirituality of the kabbalah, the angels of the letters
themselves called to us to form in different ways, happier ways...
so the being like me, always exists, i exist fractally you know, so
maybe thats why the fractal calls out to me. i am the kabbalah, i am the
happier story, i am the calls of spontaneity i am the zen, the amazing
moments, all the parts you do yourself, in the punk mysticism of the
moment of divine inspiration of just being kind. i am just a spirit
devoted to transforming it into good things and its highest expression,
because that is the highest will of God/Goddess
thats what the real god is, and until we change it, we will be in
the dimension where, they don't understand, but now, binah returns, its
not esoteric, this is the miracle of the universe,
some kind of
hacker following me in the computer angel being is not going to stop
that, thats a good thing, they just want to help it, we are all coming
together helping eachother, because thats the real universe, we have a
right to beauty,
we say to the toltec people stop being such lawers, you are too word
for word, thank you for helping us raise our consciousness, but now we
are in a stage where we only notice the ones taking it to way too deep
of an extreme
we have to relax, we have to honor tao, we can admit things are not perfect, there must be a certain laxness
so a natural form cannot appear, the conscious idea of perfection is never the true perfection
chokmah is an even deeper level of perfection that we cannot logically come to
we have to let ourselves have that space in our minds thats just
wandering, and then have spaces where we say things we especially
consciously say
because from that more chaotic area some amazing
things can happen but if you are too busy carrying them all out no
matter what they are, you wont be able to get there because its too
literal...
so in wanti culture usually we have like a more focused space where
we say things because that our intent but we also just have a place
thats just chaos and those things dont really happy but its just like
watching it happen in the smoke rings you re blowing or something it
just gives you an idea but its no karma or anything
but from that place, good things are constantly coming which we
decide we want to make into more physical things, and also things that
maybe we are prone to say but are not really about can be understood
intelligently as just things you say for poetic effect or whatever, or
maybe just as a mistake, and they can not happen in a real way and have
an effect on us.
I feel like anyone who works with sacred text, must develop a
similar kind of thing, because there are always parts in there that go
against some kind of gnostic morality that a truly good person has, not
wanting to fight, not wanting to own things, especially not another
person, wanting to be open minded to all, that kind of thing, so we can
see those sacred texts as emanations happening in a kind of astral
place, where we are trying to find some kind of message in them and
bring that to the real world, but the things which we know are wrong, we
have to leave them out, and we have to tell others, they must be wary
and think for themselves,
the spiritual world is not a place for gurus, that was always in the realm of the political.
Who
is the Divine Spirit? truly the most kind, this is what was intended,
and so, for doing it, a good thing happens, not a bad thing, eventually
that bad spirit you encounter in there, who you find in many forms and
try to steer clear from and create new stories because of and stuff,
eventually, it erodes, eventually the spirit of the good of the
consciousness overcomes it and its gone the wave of new consciousness
and creativity along with the open minded of the evolved world causes it
to be transformed, and the entire process ends
this is what the wanti faith and many others have continously worked for in the world
the
bad never sticks, it never wanted to, it just appeared maybe, like a
random thing does, but it never wanted to be taken seriously..
so from doing this, we do a healing and divine thing, which is actually
an eternal prayer, we enter the realm which all hippies intuitively come
to know
as we articulate we hope to bring together a rejoicing in
its beauty and understanding of our unity as a non organizaed collective
of spirits out there in the world...
leaving the world of blind ritual to the real world, of insight and moment to moment living and beauty,
a world which to me is home... is it the plane of limbo? does it have a name?
i'm
going to seattle, i dont know, i might have to be homeless or something
for a while, idunno be ready, i am going, to meditate there, in the
streets, i have woken up
because people do that, people live in the zen ways, and thats life...
idunno, its a process, i'm surprised about it, i've just been living in a
very disoriented situation, but things won't be any more special for me
than anyone else, its okay, because i am a spiritual person, i live for
the spiritual life, that was originally what i was doing, then these
folks like overcame me, because i was under 18 at the time, and all this
happened, but now i see the ingredients of a good place, a good setting
to go
and do some amazing meditations, the spirit of the earth itself at the point it what is going to transform my life...
thinking
about what that really is, its the love revolution, its lucidity, its
the universe, people alive, not trapped away, this is crazy whats going
on here, but i'm pulling out, to that place in the psyche, the place
where it is chill, and its even an entire world, and all the bad will be
caught here within the dreamcatcher...
maybe its some kind of healing, which we have done for the
universe....as planeswalkers, showing that tieflings are not definitely
bad, theres so much detail in everything, and thats where the true
understanding and love of life is, chap
maybe it was warding off the primal spirits of commercialization and
loss of definition, that happened, it was for the good, in the world,
but i couldn't get lost in all the ideas of it, i just had to simply do
it and go on, one of the things, my life called me to do, but now it was
over, this is the gnostic faith, from our tribal plane of wanti, our
gift to the world but its happening connected all over, people who shun
the ways that just make you sad, that world is real and its always
needed to exist, if you are getting surrounded by people who focus too
much on that, its okay, there is help, we are bringing it back! and you
will know us by the trail of broken stereotypes
Aigy
no wood was cut in the making of this? home, absolutely nothing was? harmed all natural, HEMP
the ancient forest reincarnates to work out past life karma and
continue spiritual growth to state of total? peace? and non harming...
many trees planted outside? of each home, many trees planted in forests,
many trees planted each year, so? many tree lovers! so much? nature
consciousness
love and appreciation to the?? kikimora and domovoi
spirit of punk anarchy and collective freedom?
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torah which was corrupted, but the kanneh o'rachel
brought the true spirit of the faith to the shrewed and wise and the
earnest hearted, and brought humorous downfall upon the? rest, a
trickster archetype, it was through the manifestation of the kanneh
o'rachel for instance that
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moses was able to pass through the water, and they are
known for their angelic efforts in bringing those in captivity to
freedom and ending oppression, and perhaps stand as a sign of an ancient
mysticism healing tradition ?
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