Quote: "You see... Stop Thinking... just eat watermelon... "
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Yeah, just dont think, and you wont have to worry about it.

Quote: "Just don't think and you are clean. I know it is very hard to do but if you can do it you are saved. Most of your sufferings are just imagined. That is because you are always thinking. Your mind is automatic to have thoughts. But if you can lessen it bit by bit you can feel it and you are relaxed.

I am just exagerating it to make a better impact. Everyone who is enlightened says that thinking is the cause of suffering - Osho, Tolle, Krishnamurti, etc. Dalai Lama.
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Thinking leads to wanting,

wanting leads to needing,

and needing leads to suffering.

If you dont want anything, then you dont need anything, ergo no suffering.

Just be happy and satisfied with what is and there is nothing to think about.

Quote: "So you are afraid to be an ape? "
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I am an Ape.  I know that, so it is easy to deal with apelike tendencies that arise naturally.

I can overrule my apelike tendencies when I see them arise, but I dont always see them in time.  One apelike tendency is to react to stimuli before thinking things through.

In my dreams and visions, I am not always an ape, and often have no body at all.  These experiences of not being an Ape also help me to overrule apelike tendencie in this world.

Subconsciously, we are the sum of all of experiences, including those from other lives we have lived, including all of our dreams.  Consciously, we are the sum of what we remember of all of our experiences. 

I am not afraid to be an Ape.  It is what I am at the moment.  I accept it as part of Things as It is, and deal with it.