For years , I am trying to debate with any Buddhism teacher / master of any tradition who is currently teaching Buddhism in schools or monastry ...and my reason for debate is simple , I just trying to learn what makes them have emotion to be teacher , desire to teach others in Buddhism ..........

To me their insight , perhaps their realization is great for me to discover myself , perhaps even factor that change me .........currently I cant find any logic for anyone including Siddharta to have emotion to teach ....to me currently , Buddhism is impossible to be taught .

So if I could find out the teacher realization for teaching others in Buddhism , this will be great learning lesson for me ............

Please do not mis-taken me being ego or proud ............I have nothing , will be no-body.....without any desire to be somebody ....

Thks

CSEe

So any master

Quote: "Yeah, they`re probably all just dying to debate with you.. (roll eyes:) "
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if they are dying , I dont think they d to debate with me ..yeah .....

thks

CSEe

Quote: "You go to ZFI...  "
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You mean Zen International ? I do not have freedom to post there , not ban yet but all my posting must approve by them and lately they seems never publish my posting .......There are people who I have reason to believe is Master but they refuse to debate with me .I was banned from more than 8 Buddhism website , sadly it seems in porn website or even political website there are more freedom than Buddhism  website .........is kind of funny  and surprise to me.

Thks

CSEe

Quote: "How is "crazy" defined???
Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results???
.... hahaha
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Yes , you can have reason to define someone crazy or stupid or selfish or ego for doing same thing over and over again and expect different result.......but judging someone , comparing it with ownself for right or wrong , true or false, good or bad .......what does it makes you ? Sorry if I sound angry  , I am not because I use to think like you sometime in my life but now I had over it............

Yes in human culture , this is common practice , human likes to judge others to statisfy thier emotion , to gain knowledge for keep , to gather knowledge as much as possible to create more self , more confident ...and perhaps this will likely lead to ego / pride ....create a self that desired by own emotion ...this is human .

To me , Buddhism is a process that I learn nothing is true or false, nothing is right or wrong ....I must not have faith / keep believing my emotion or defended my view for any reason because in Buddhism failing to aware changes , new awareness will cause longer / more suffering path into realization on emptiness .

I spend nearly 4 hours a day on internet and each moment of my life trying to explore my existance , reason of my existance , cause of my existance and end of my existance .......and this lead me to a understanding which I can relate it to Siddharta's word / finding ...indeed he had introduce me to myself .....

perhaps I am crazy , ego , selfish in human culture ......but currently I realize what am I ...thats Buddhism to me .

Thanks for your sincere comment , and I am happy you still interested to discuss with me ..........

CSEe 

Please explain , I cannot understand .

Thks

CSEe