In reading scriptures and studying the doctrines, you should turn all words
right around and apply them to yourself. All the verbal teachings point to
the inherent nature of the immediate mirroring awareness. As long as this
Sometimes I am confused whether I am thinking thoughts, or whether thoughts enter from elsewhere. Because it is impossible to think a thought and recognize you are the thinker while you are thinking the thought.
Try to be aware of a your mind and at the same time try to recite something in your head. It doesn't work. At best it is an on-off switch (thought-thinker-thought-thinker...)